I didn’t sign up for this. I just ended up here.

Sometimes I find myself in moments in life where I ask myself—is this it? Is this really MY life? Am I actually sitting on a beach, looking out into the abyss where the sun sets on the ocean horizon to then be interrupted by a voice yelling, “ACTION”? It’s strange sometimes to know that I didn’t plan for this lifestyle exactly but more or less always knew what it was that I craved in this world.

I recognized as a child that life for me was meant to be exciting, enthralling in all its essence, and full of new knowledge and profound experiences. It’s an innate feeling that you have where you just know the world is full of sweet & tasty blessings waiting for you to come scoop it all up like a fierce game of Pac-Man.

For me, this particular feeling stems in my core.  I feel it when it nudges me to take a risk, when it sparks the wisdom that something may be wrong, or when it simply reassures me that my senses are on the right path.  I love listening to this little voice within, especially when it tells me to “Go”. 

So you see, this is how I live my life. I live based off this one feeling within me that makes me feel uber-warm and protected. I have continuously taken guidance from this voice and have now found myself based in Los Angeles, California after living in two large cities: New York City and Rome, Italy.  I listened to this voice when it told me to move to these places and I listened to it when it told me to return home. I didn’t do too much questioning, I stirred far away from other-thinking and analyzing the outcome, and I made sure to follow through.

Honestly, I’m not that fearless.  I have many fears like the average human does in today’s world but one thing I am gifted with is the ability to listen to my hearts desires and to manifest it into reality. Personally, I think every person is gifted with this tool but some just aren’t that sure how to maneuver it, while others…well, they’re distracted by all the outside noise.

We all have dreams to be something big in this life, some of us go for it and most of us stay behind. I like to say that people like myself who choose the whacky path have this extra ingredient called,

Delusional Confidence. Now, delusional confidence is a beautiful thing to have! It keeps your head in the clouds but also provides this attitude that aids in the manifestation process. Think of DC like yeast, in order to bake bread you need yeast to activate the wheat so that the bread will rise in the process. That’s exactly what DC does! It activates manifestation and gives it that extra kick to obtain that big BIG dream!

Most people look at people with DC as if they’re delusional anyway so I felt the name was appropriate.

Anyway, that’s what I have…DC! Mix that with some other ingredients and you find yourself on set thinking, “is this really my job?” or “Am I really about to hop on this flight to take a “quick trip” to St. Tropez because life just simply set itself up that way?” YES. The answer is YES.  I’m delusional to many I’m sure, and most can’t figure out how the hell I make a living, or how I get to be this free-spirited but that’s the fun in it all.  I didn’t really plan to be this type of person. It just happened. I just found myself being immersed in this energy one day and knew that I liked it very much and didn’t want to disturb its groove.

Please be aware that I’m not writing this to talk about being a goal getter or a hard worker (that’s definitely needed in life and requires other type of special ingredients) but more or less highlighting the fact that the way you live all starts with a single mindset and outlook of the world, the universe, God, and yourself. All the answers you need are already within you and waiting for you, that’s IF you let it do its job. Aka, that famous little cliché quote that I’m sure we’re all low key tired of seeing on IG but it holds weight & truth—“Trust the DAMN process!”

All and all, I didn’t really ask to be this way but my path led me here and I am blessed everyday to live this freely and imaginatively. Which brings up a question that I sit on often, why are some people free spirits and others aren’t? I guess I’ll leave that conversation for my next post.

Stretching the soul

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Explorations

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